Yesterday, I feel that my day was kind of sour, too busy or off. I have a lot in my head right now, and have not been able to finish one task. I start way too many things, but I’m not seen to be able to finish them. Last night I have the bible study in a friend house. I was dragging myself to go there. I have tons of things to do, and I didn’t even find the book to do the homework. Why I should go??? But I manage to go, went late but went.
When I get there my friend tell me that I could call and said I’m busy that will be fine with her. I said, “No I want to come” Well, maybe I really didn’t want to go, but God want me to be there. We read the lesson, we analyze it, and we just share thoughts as usually. Even that was not intense like other lessons; I know I have to be there, why? Because I have been running away from God (unconsciously), I can feel it because the way my days look. Usually I’m fine, and even if rains I feel happy and everything is ok. But when I start putting all my distractions (work, school, friends, family, etc…) first than God, then my days turn off.
It is true I didn’t want to go yesterday, but I knew yesterday was the perfect opportunity to track back my mission, and to fill up my relationship with God. Charge batteries. What happened if you don’t talk (truly talk, not just routine stuff) with you spouse for days, or you don’t call your friends in weeks, or if you just stop doing you work right? I guess things start breaking, and troubles will arrive shortly.
Psalm 42:1-3
1 As a deer pants for flowing streams, so pants my soul for you,
O God.
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When shall I come
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When shall I come
and appear before God?
3 My tears have been my food day and night, while they say to me all the day long,
"Where is your God?"
"Where is your God?"
Big Hug,
MRM
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