Strike

I have been on strike with God. Yes, I have been between mad, confuse and lost this past week, that is why I didn’t’ want to write. I did not want to read my bible scriptures at night, and have been nagging with Him all the time, asking Him tons of questions of Why? And Why? And Why?  I really do not receive much answer, but he sends my angel that brought me couple of tools to help me to stop the strike against Him.

Talking with my wise friend, I was telling her that I feel like lost, and that I have tons of things going on right now, that I have a big mess in my life.  She just has to look around her (at my house) and will be easy to notice that my house is a complete mess! Really I start to many projects at the same time, and I just can handle do everything as I expect and this is the result. I was telling her about a dream that I have about numbers the 1,2,3 keep appearing in my dreams, she told me that is easy all I need is start with number one and finished then I can move to number 2. But of course that is so real, simple and obvious that only a disorganized person like me cannot recognize it!

I create a chaos in my house and life with remodeling my house, college, work, and all the everyday things that I need to do that I just find out it was easy blame God and get mad at Him because the things are not turning out as I was expecting. It is easier just blame somebody else than my-self! I really need to focus in one thing at the time and it is fine if I can not have it ready by the time that I plan it, the important thing is that I finish it and don’t keep starting other things before finish the first one. So, yesterday I finally put together my Christmas tree, it is my first Christmas tree very small, but I founded very pretty! I forgot take a picture but I will posted tomorrow.  The strike already ends, I know that I need to workout things with God; the funny thing is that when I follow Him and follow His signs is when things start making sense!

Psalm 37:23-24

 ²³The steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD: and he delighteth in his way.

 ²⁴Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down: for the LORD upholdeth him with his hand.