Are You Mad at God?

Do you have dreams in life? Have you ever want something very hard? Have you ever felt that you are very close to reach that dream, and suddenly vanished in front of your eyes? Vanish, because something that you said or do in the wrong time or with the wrong person.  Perhaps reach some of your dreams do not depend only of you, but instead somebody else?

We live our life dreaming with things like; see our kids graduating from high school or college, we dream with a big house, we dream with a unique person that make us feel special and important, we dream with a great job, or have the greatest best friend. Must of this dreams not only depend of us but also depends of somebody else too. Our job is work hard and get out of our comfortable and safe zone and reach toward that dream.

This past weekend, I thought that I was close to one of my dreams, but I think I jump to conclusion too fast. I was sad and upset, and while sitting in my bed ready to read my night bible scripture (as I try to do every night) I was so upset, and mad with me and with God that I really didn't want to read the scripture. Instead I start taking with God in a way that if you see me, probably you will think I am crazy.

After my questioning/chat with God I tell Him; what you have to say about this??? Tell me something please! Of course I didn't heard anything not only because I was upset but also, because I didn't stop thinking in everything.  So I opened my bible randomly, and I read;

Psalm 28:1-7

 ¹ To you, LORD, I call; you are my Rock, no not turn a deaf ear to me.

For if you remain silent, I will be like those who go down to the pit.
² Hear my cry for mercy as I call to you for help, as I lift up my hands

  toward your Most Holy Place.

 ³ Do not drag me away with the wicked, with those who do evil,
   who speak cordially with their neighbors but harbor malice
    in their hearts.
⁴ Repay them for their deeds and for their evil work; repay
  them for what their hands have done and bring back
  on them what they deserve.
 ⁵ Because they have no regard for the deeds of the LORD
   and what his hands have done, he will tear them down
   and never build them up again.
 ⁶ Praise be to the LORD, for he has heard my cry for mercy.
⁷ The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts
   in him, and he helps me. My heart leaps for joy,
   and with my song I praise him.

So, after reading this (my answer) I guess I will; "Be still, and know I am God! Psalm 46:10 and wait, and work hard for my dream come true with patience it will come not at my time but at His time.

Big Hug!
MRM