Yes, definitely, I am back to reality! This morning I wake up dizzy after a shot of NyQuil last night so I could sleep. I jump to the shower took me longer than usually take me get ready. I wake up my kids they do the every morning routine. We rush to the car, I forgot my phone so ask my son to go back to the house and bring my phone. I drive like crazy to my youngest son school bus stop. When I get there the bus past in front of me! ARGH!!!! Of course I could not hide how mad I was that I miss his bus.
As I was driving back to take my son to his school I tell my-self “stop that! It is your fault not theirs!” so I calm my-self and feel better. Then I start reflecting how easy is for us to blame others for our mistakes, how easy is point at others to make us feel better that we are doing the “right” thing, and the other person is the one that make us do it the wrong way. How wrong we are!
Do you know what you are doing wrong? Do you know whom you are blaming for your mistakes instead of take the responsibility? As I drove to the school I turn on the radio in “the fish” is a radio station that play Christian music, definitely that relax me a lot! Even that I do not blame my kids directly today, I know my reaction at the moment was wrong. But I reflect, and talk with God, and ask for patient and humbleness to accept when I am wrong.
Galatians 6:4-5
4But let every man prove his own work, and then shall he have rejoicing in himself alone, and not in another.
5For every man shall bear his own burden.
Big Hug,
MRM
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