Psalm 30:5

A couple of weeks or maybe couple of months I wrote about how do you know God talk to you. Last night God spoke to me in the simplest way, all I had to do is open my eyes (literally). I have been dating a guy for the last couple of weeks.  He is a very nice guy which make me feels good, and I found him very attractive, but he is missing something, something that I tell him is in my top 5 must important things that my couple must have, but I was wrong, is the top one thing in my list of my prince charming. I need to be willing to share with him me believes, believes in the same God. Sadly we don’t have that, and even that he thinks we believe in the same God I think not. My God create the heaven and earth, and my God don’t believe in the abortion. I try to resonate with him because I understand why he think the way he thinks, but if God can not change the way he thinks about Him, who I am to change that?

After couple of hours trying to figuring out what to do and how to fix this, I finally ask him if he will be willing to discover who is God with me since I am right now in that journey, but he said no that he mind is set up already.  So that was the end. I cry and cry and tell God that I did for him just for him, and ask Him don’t let me alone, so I went to my room and open my bible and opens in John 8:12-20 and I cry more but with a feeling that I was doing the right thing.

But still I was sad because I really like him, so I get up and prepared a tea.  I use a tea bag that I got in an exchange gift from Christmas.  Each tea bag has a verse from the bible. I take my tea bag and prepared my tea then as I put my tea bag in my cup I read my verse and was Psalm 30:5 weeping may stay for the night, but rejoicing comes in the morning. I that was it, I knew I was in good hands and just fall asleep in peace.

John 8:12-19

 ¹² Again therefore Jesus spake unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in the darkness, but shall have the light of life.

 ¹³ The Pharisees therefore said unto him, Thou bearest witness of thyself; thy witness is not true. ¹⁴ Jesus answered and said unto them, Even if I bear witness of myself, my witness is true; for I know whence I came, and whither I go; but ye know not whence I come, or whither I go. ¹⁵ Ye judge after the flesh; I judge no man.

 ¹⁶ Yea and if I judge, my judgment is true; for I am not alone, but I and the Father that sent me. ¹⁷ Yea and in your law it is written, that the witness of two men is true.

 ¹⁸ I am he that beareth witness of myself, and the Father that sent me beareth witness of me.  ¹⁹ They said therefore unto him, Where is thy Father? Jesus answered, Ye know neither me, nor my Father: if ye knew me, ye would know my Father also.

Big Hug,

MRM