I am Waiting

A year ago, I could understand or at least was very close to understand when God talks to me. Today, I am not so sure of that anymore. What have change in me? Did God is speaking another language to me? Did He stop talking to me? I doubt that last one! I think that the reason why I can not understand or hear what God have to tell me is because I have been so far, far, far away from Him that I feel like He is not here anymore. Have you try to learn a new language? What happened if you don’t practice the language? I am sure you will forget the meaning of some words and with time I am sure you will not understand the language anymore just few common words. I think that is what is happening to me. I stop taking with God that I forgot His ways to talk to me.

Yesterday, in our monthly meeting we talk about self-control, a big deal for me. Did you know that almost everything that you do in your life it is related with self-control? The way you eat, (I lose self-control of that long time ago!!!). The way you talk to your friends, kids, family, and couple, the way you manage your money (another uncontrolled area for me!), the way you think, dress, and organize your time (another one!). Be able to control our lives it is a hard work, but becomes worse and uncontrolled when we do not let God guide our life. For people like me that do not stop for one second, sit and wait for God to guide our life is almost impossible, but it is possible. 

Today, I weak up at the right time when my alarm sound, not 30 minutes or 45 minutes of snooze after the first sound of the alarm. Before getting out of my house I pray “Psalm 5:3 “Listen to my voice in the morning, LORD. Each morning I bring my requests to you and wait expectantly.” I confess that I am not relax waiting, but at least I give the first step of giving my day to God and let Him guide the day for me, and I will try really hard to let Him do what He knows best, make our life happier and simplest!

Luke 10: 40-42

But Martha was distracted by her many tasks; so she came to Him and asked, Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to do all the work by myself? Tell her then to help me.’ But the Lord answered her, ‘Martha, Martha, you are worried and distracted by many things; there is need of only one thing. Mary has chosen the better part, which will not be taken away from her

Big Hug, 

MRM