Trust or Not Trust

Sometime in life we want everything right away. A rise salary, a better job, a job, a bigger house, a house, a boyfriend, a husband, a better marriage, kids, friends and much more. We ask God to give it to us NOW! And we get disappointed if we don’t get it, and our faith start vanishing, and we start getting doubts if God is listen to us or not. That happened to you??? It happened to me almost every week.

I am constantly asking God for things for me, my kids, my couple, family, friends, and for me again! Sadly or happily I don’t get what I want right away sometimes I don’t even get it. That can be very frustrated for me because sometimes I think I might be losing time praying, and praying, and do not getting or see any change or don’t see what I want to be happening in my life or others people lives.

I thinking I have two options, I can stop praying so much, and start believing that God really don’t cares about me or even if He is real.  I also can think that God knows me better that I know myself, that He knows what I need and when I really need it. All I have to do is trust in Him and keep praying and not lose my faith on Him.  I think we have to put things in a balance what is better for me? How I feel better? If I think that God do not have time for me that God is not really God or I can think God is merciful and wiser than me and He is and will be there with me no matter what I get or do not get. Think about this, what do you have to lose if you don’t believe in God vs. what you have to gain when you trust in God?

Our faith is really fragile like a flower plant.  If you give it time to water them, move them to get some sunlight, protect them from cold weather, if we put some fertilize on them. The flower plan will grow will be strong, but you have to be careful any hard wind can harm it or too much sunlight can be harmful too.

Psalm 56: 4

⁴In God I will praise His word, in God I have put my trust; I will not fear what flesh can do unto me.

Big Hug,

MRM